There have been some changes taking place lately and I feel it in my bones that there are more on the horizon. I dislike these adult decisions that need to be made as we get older. Remember when your biggest problem was that your best friend wasn't allowed to come out and play? Actually that's pretty relevant because some of my best friends have been too busy to "come out and play" haha. Where was I? Oh yeah, change. I have this problem with over analyzing (filed under 'bitches are irrational') and looking at the big picture rather than the right now aka what is relevant. So lately I keep stressing about what the hell I'll be doing in the next few years.
Then amongst the school vs. work debate comes the money issues because I need it (money that is) and with so many bills to pay, I wouldn't be comfortable without a job. Not to mention my lifestyle costs a fortune in itself. Why couldn't I have just been a loner? Or born into a family fortune?
Sometimes I wish the solution would just slap me in the face and everything would fall into place and I could live happily ever after. Damn you Disney for putting all these unrealistic ideas in our heads! Maybe Danielle is right and 2009 is just shit.